It is time to stop looking at all my decisions and regretting them. There is nothing I can do about them now. But, I can focus on the future and make the best out of my upcoming college experience. I plan to do things different.

I will be something, and I will have the time of my life.

I don’t think it has really sunken in yet, I am graduating. I am done with school!

Oh my goodness.

I’ve wanted to be done with high school, but I am not ready.

I am scared. I don’t want to leave my mom. I don’t want to be on my own. I am terrified.

So much though high school, but shit, so much in this year alone.

Let me add tonight to that long list.